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I have just realized that I haven't been here in a very long time.
Where have I been?
I did not slow down. I did get very ill after my last post and
it has been a cascade of unpleasantness ever since. My world has been in
an upheaval.Why??
I have thought about this at great length. I have been in turmoil and upheaval
for a very long time, professionally,personally and emotionally.
What to do? Well I did manage to get out of a work situation that was sucking the life out of me. Loved the job and the people....disliked the politics and laziness of management ,not to mention the rotating  shifts (not good for my body) Now I am in a place that I enjoy despite the fact that the money is far less than what I was used to. OK good step in the right direction. Personally, well that is a work in progress.....some good work accomplished and a long way to go.
Now emotionally,well I have been a basket case. Relationships..old and new are changing.  Life is changing. People are changing. I am changing.
This transition is a very emotional one for me as I realize that time is passing so quickly. My babies are adults,my grandchildren are soon entering their teens and I am getting older.
I like being older! I want the time to enjoy everything! I am working on my emotional self....cutting a path to that place of contentment and serenity so that I can sit and breathe in my surroundings. Slow down,slow down.....